Ugh.

So I'm starting to get frustrated with myself for my complete lack of energy and motivation to do anything. This is a common problem I have when I am not super busy with a million things I have to do. So instead I do pretty much nothing. Well I mean I work of course and sure I have read 5 books since the BYUI semester started but mostly I just lay around in my bed. I cannot tell you the hours I have logged watching TV on the internet and talking to Griff on the phone. Also currently I have been obsessed with reading peoples blogs. Like all of it. Like every entry from the last two years of their life. Not so productive. But surprisingly interesting.

Hmmm, I really need to get out of bed and do some of the projects I've been wanting to. I would also really love it to get warm and sunny outside so that I can at least lay around outside in the grass instead of my bed. I would feel much better about myself if I left the house more. This post makes me sound super lame, but at least you know I'm being honest.

My unrealistic birthday wish list.

My birthday is exactly a month from today. I will be 25 years old! That is so crazy to me. I still feel so young, but 25 seems pretty old (sorry to all you people that are older than me). Well because my birthday is so soon I thought I would make a post about some things I could only dream of receiving for my birthday but will never actually get. lol.

1. The first and most important thing I actually really need to have for my birthday is Griffin! That would just be a dream and I would never ask for anything ever again. If you do not understand this then please refer to this previous post.

2. Next, I really want a Nook or a Kindle. These are reading devices that hold electronic books and they are amazing! but also very expensive. I'm not sure which is better but I'd take either one. You can click on the names to learn more about them.

3. I also want some Toms shoes. Specifically these classic olive green ones. :)

4. I think this vintage classics set of all the Jane Austen books is fantastic. I love the cover style and Pride and Prejudice is my favorite book! Well really there are many many books from this site that I want. lol.

5. A baby lion, or perhaps a baby orca whale. Just the absolute cutest.

Well I'm sure I will think of more things I will never actually get and add them to this post but this is all I can think of for now.